mountaintop is now over. the time has come to descend again back to the everyday life without God's overwhelmingly glaring presence. not that He's left. but it's a quieter, more subtle presence.
physically, i feel so gross today. not sick. just little irritations here and there. my mom says it's 'cuz i've been sleeping late. hopefully, she's right. i also have a mystery bug bite on my arm that's insanely itchy (but i refuse to touch it 'cuz it looks freaky enough as it stands).
spiritually, i'm facing a battle against myself. through a conversation with a friend last night, God has challenged me to review my relationships with certain people. am i willing to give up perfectly good friendships so that i can give 100% of my heart to serve my jealous God? will i trust Him enough to let go of the good to gain the best? will i trust Him to take care of the other person when i distance myself? i am so tired of the debate raging inside of me. so tired of all the things i have yet to do.
oh God, give me grace, that i can trust You. lead me by the hand, that i can follow You.
him whose mind is steadfast,
because he trusts in you.
Isaiah 26:3
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