A MINISTER'S CONFESSION

O God,
I know that I often do Thy work without Thy power,
And sin by my dead, heartless, blind service,
My lack of inward light, love and delight,
I see sin in my heart in seeking the approbation of others;

This is my vileness to make men's opinion my rule, whereas
I should see what good I have done,
And give Thee glory,
Consider what sin that I have and mourn for that.

It is my deceit to preach and pray,
And to stir up others' spiritual affections
In order to beget commendations,
Whereas my rule should be daily to consider myself more vile
Than any man in my own eyes.

But Thou dost show Thy power by my frailty,
So that the more feeble I am, the more fit to be used,
For Thou dost pitch a tent of grace in my weakness.

Help me rejoice in my infirmities and give Thee praise,
To acknowledge my deficiencies before others
And not to be discouraged by them,
That they may see Thy glory more clearly.

Teach me that I must act by a power supernatural
And bear evils beyond my strength,
Acting for Christ in all, and
Having His superior power to help me.

Let me learn of Paul
Whose presence was mean
His weakness was great
His utterance comtemptable,
Yet Thou didst account him faithful and blessed.

Lord, let me lean on Thee as he did,
And find my ministry Thine.

For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom,
and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength.
~1 Corinthians 1:25~