Monday, October 27, 2003

IRONY

here's the most ironic verse i've read recently considering my ample supply of stuff to do...

It is in vain that you rise up early and go late to rest,
eating the bread of anxious toil;
for he gives sleep to his beloved.
~Psalm 127:2~

i love it! but it's verse 1 that gives it context...

Unless the LORD builds the house,
its builders labor in vain.
Unless the LORD watches over the city,
the watchmen stand guard in vain.
~Psalm 127:1~

Sunday, October 26, 2003

FAITHFUL ONE

Faithful One so unchanging
Ageless One You're my rock of peace
Lord of All I depend on You
I call out to You again and again
I call out to You again and again.

You are my rock in times of trouble
You lift me up when I fall down
All through the storm Your love is the anchor
My hope is in You alone.

~Brian Doerkson

He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
~2 Corinthians 12:9-10~

Thursday, October 23, 2003

INVITATION

in the 16th/17th century court of King Louis XIV, dances were a common occurance and all the refined members of society would know how to dance. if you were an especially good dancer, the king would invite you to sit closer to him.

since i'm taking a dance class this year, i've been rediscovering my love of movement. i've also been thinking about how i love to dance for my King - Jesus. and i realized that just like in the courts of Versailles, if our dances (ie, dancing to His music - living by the Spirit, dancing the steps of love, faith, etc) are pleasing, our King invites us to come and sit closer to Him. and we don't even have to be expert dancers.

maybe it's because i love dance, but to me, that's a beautiful illustration. :>

In GOD's presence I'll dance all I want!... Oh yes, I'll dance to GOD's glory.
~2 Samuel 6:21 [the Message]~

Thursday, October 16, 2003

WHERE HAS OLIVE BEEN HIDING?

i don't usually do updates of this sort, but the past few days have been so crazy and such a testimony to the sustaining grace of God that i had to jot this down before i go to bed.

so as part of my fourth year theatre production program, i've been given the privilege of designing the set for York's second play of the season. the preliminary deadline for the design was today. this past monday (thanksgiving), i met with my director to discuss the way the design was heading and he had an epiphany, which sent the whole visual concept in a different direction. what this meant was that what i was originally supposed to do in three weeks, i now had three days to finish. hearing about the situation, my teachers were all very understanding and they told me to get whatever i could done. so i worked away, steadily and surely. i also put a new motto up on my bulletin board to remind me of where my strength was from: By GOD'S GRACE, i will LIVE through this... not just survive.

7:00pm tonight, we had our meeting to present our preliminary designs. the director explained his new approach and my teacher reiterated that whatever i had was acceptable. my other teacher even suggested we set another due date if need be. but there was no need. by the grace of God, i'd managed to get every single thing completed! and on top of that, i've been able to sneak in classes, fellowship time and coffee with a friend. :> sure, i've only had about 9 hrs sleep over the past two days, but now i can take the weekend off and rest.

so i praise God for giving me strength and the clarity of thought to complete this segment of the project. three days of non-stop model building and drawing has been pretty harrowing. but now, i sleep. :D

I love you, O LORD , my strength.
~Psalm 18:1~

Sunday, October 12, 2003

EXTENDED FAMILY

growing up with the same group of people at church, the guys and gals have become like extended family to me. things are so comfortable, so easy, always there. while on one hand, that's really nice, on the other, it's terribly easy to take them for granted.

over the summer, the guys made a series of "appreciation cards" for the girls where they took a group picture from summer retreat and made up personalized poems for each of the girls. well, today, i finally got mine (only 'cuz my attendance at fellowship is inconsistent at best). and can i just say, i'll be keeping this for a long time to come! nine lines of poetry brought so much encouragement to my heart, just as i was getting tired and worn out...

SALT boys: thank you, thank you, thank you. if i could give each of you a hug, i would. so consider these words a verbal hug. :)

today, i was reminded of the wonderful gift of encouragement.

because their poem was just so good, i'm going to share it (hope y'all don't mind!):
with your voice and a shaker
leading praises for our maker
your godliness inspires.

a page of daily reflections
reveal a heart of passion
your godliness inspires.

bible studies and mission trips
pointing to God's gracious gift
your godliness inpires.
~ the SALT guys (RHCBC uni fellowship)

Your love has given me great joy and encouragement, because you, brother, have refreshed the hearts of the saints.
~Philemon 1:7~

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

CHILDREN

ever notice that in any situation where there are mostly adults, the children will naturally gravitate toward one another? well, it occured to me that when Jesus tells us to welcome the children, it should come naturally to us, since we're called children of God. and children will easily notice other children. :>

And he [Jesus] said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven."
~Matthew 18:3~

Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."
~Matthew 19:14~


Sunday, October 05, 2003

SO?

to celebrate my mom's birthday today, our family went with some family friends to niagara-on-the-lake for a nice brunch. the waitress was very friendly and after my parents introduced me to her, we started conversing. it struck me as a little odd but one of her first questions to me was whether i had a boyfriend (!). of course, that's not the first time i've been asked that question, but i guess it tests my patience every time i get asked. 'cuz it reminds me that no, i don't. and no, i haven't yet. but i guess i've seen myself grow in this respect. 'cuz even though i hope to get married, i'm satisfied knowing that God knows what's best for me and that His timing is perfect. i can trust Him with all the details of my life. what an awesome thought.

Wait for the LORD ;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the LORD.
~Psalm 27:14~